Ellen had a special bond with her brother, who murdered without remorse: 'Is that dark side in me too?'

They share their unsafe childhood in a strict religious community, they share their strong bond with each other, do they also share the ability to commit murder? That's what Ellen Heijmerikx (60) wondered after her brother pulled the trigger in Belize. She tells her story in the weekend magazine Mezza. ,,We share a childhood in which we experienced the same violent indoctrination, is that dark side in me too?”