Antonio Medugno he experienced moments of real despair in the Big Brother VIP house. The tiktoker almost wanted to leave the house.
To push him to stay were his parents and brother who encouraged him and stressed that they believe in him and keep him strong enough to overcome the problems.
Antonio Medugno explained what problems he had to face in the past. These are eating disorders:
In the past I ate little or nothing. I had a problem with this eating thing. I went to the psychologist and told him that I was no longer hungry and did not eat. Even now I eat fast for fear that I will go hungry and it is terrible. When you enter this mechanism you enter a bad phase. Today I ate fast for fear that then my appetite would pass and I could no longer ingest anything. It scares me to think about these things because it all starts like this
Staying in the house brought to his mind terrible memories:
In here I always live with this thought, lately more. This thing had passed to me, I had not experienced this mental fragility for years. My head is getting too weak now. When I am frail, thoughts and things I do not want get attached to me. I become vulnerable and afraid of myself. I feel that I am falling and this is the truth.
The tiktoker he explained why he chose to continue his journey:
“I wanted to leave last night and thanks to my father’s voice I convinced myself to stay, but I feel that I am about to fall and this puzzles me. I am already over, I am not in the initial phase that I can manage, I am in a piece ahead which is more tiring. I have some breakdowns that I have to close my eyes. I’m so vulnerable in my head and I’m scared, I asked for a mommy sweater or something to help me. I am also getting psoriasis everywhere, from my hands and arms to my pubis“
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